Kiss

Today went well, i saw Offred in the Ceromony and tried making physical contact with her but everytime our feet touched, she'd back off. I want to make love to her, real bad. Some day I Will. I gauruntee that one day she'll be mine. And soon enough we'll have a house of our own instead of living in this crapper garage. I hate the commander! He gets to sleep with Offred.
Later that night i heard something in the kitchen. Offred was there standing. I wonder what she was doing? The commander sent me to get her and then he told me to send her to his room. I wonder what he wants her to do. He might want to fuck her tonight. Thats what I want to do really bad. Tonight we kissed, and it felt amazing. I hope she meant it.

I am Nick.

I am a Guardian named Nick. I wear a Guardians suit with a cap tilted at a jaunty angle, my sleeves are rolled up. My skin is very tan as if i just walked out of a tanning booth, but my dark arm hairs cover it. I smoke, I smoke a lot. I live in The Commanders house...in the garage, sadly. I drive his care, and look over his women.

Ohhh Offred, She's beautiful. I want her to myself. I caught her staring at me so i wistled and winked at her. She seemed a little disturbed by it though, i hope she doesn't report me.