Today went well, i saw Offred in the Ceromony and tried making physical contact with her but everytime our feet touched, she'd back off. I want to make love to her, real bad. Some day I Will. I gauruntee that one day she'll be mine. And soon enough we'll have a house of our own instead of living in this crapper garage. I hate the commander! He gets to sleep with Offred.
Later that night i heard something in the kitchen. Offred was there standing. I wonder what she was doing? The commander sent me to get her and then he told me to send her to his room. I wonder what he wants her to do. He might want to fuck her tonight. Thats what I want to do really bad. Tonight we kissed, and it felt amazing. I hope she meant it.
